I've been thinking
of how we’re living
everything that you’re now missing.
and I remember
now more than ever
all this time made nothing better.
I still hide behind those words that i wrote
like i’ll find peace of mind in a mourning note
I still think about how Vinny watched you go
I don’t live in faith but i’ll die in hope.
some days i think that you’re not gone
some days i think this life’s too long
and I sit, drink to every song
some days I drink, some days I drink, some days I drink
heavy time, takes all we have
and this time gives nothing back
and my insides, bleed just for the past
my insides, my insides, my insides.
in my dreams
your jeans
and your long black sleeves.
I will never bury
your memory.
credits
from Songs from the Cellar,
released July 27, 2013
Daniel McGarry
Joe Costello
John Adamski
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